Time to Run Away

So I've done some thinking and I think it is time for me to run away. I think it will give me a good chance to become the person that I want to become. But I'm also a little apprehensive, if I leave here that could lead to me being the opposite of what I really want to be. But I am almost 21, and I think I could use some time away from here. I think maybe after I graduate I will leave for a few months, maybe august to may, and then come back to get my BSN from somewhere where they offer an accelerated program. Oh man, I think it is time.