A time for marriage

So it has come to my attention that this is the time to get married. There has been an explosion of recently announced engagements and marriages. I'm just not sure how I feel about it. I am honestly not that excited about it.

Time to Run Away

So I've done some thinking and I think it is time for me to run away. I think it will give me a good chance to become the person that I want to become. But I'm also a little apprehensive, if I leave here that could lead to me being the opposite of what I really want to be. But I am almost 21, and I think I could use some time away from here. I think maybe after I graduate I will leave for a few months, maybe august to may, and then come back to get my BSN from somewhere where they offer an accelerated program. Oh man, I think it is time.

A little advice

So I have learned in the past few weeks, that when you are looking for somewhere to live, make sure that the people you are moving in with are not only nice people, but that they have some similarities as you. The people I live with now are all amazing girls, but we are so different it makes it really hard to be happy living here. I am much more outgoing, and have a lot more energy than them, and coming home here after a hard day of work, just isn't inviting, and that just isn't the way it is supposed to be. I need to number one find a way to get out of here, and number two do it so that it doesn't hurt any one's feelings. I just don't think that is going to be possible. But honestly, I can't live like this.

Cooking for One is No Fun

I love to cook, and let's be honest cooking for one person isn't fun. In fact it is very much the opposite. I really would love to be able to cook for other people. In fact I really wouldn't mind cooking for me and someone else. Perhaps one day. Or maybe I will just adopt children, or open up my own catering business. That would let me cook for others, I guess that is my only option.

Work

So I have now been at work for 12 hours today, and I still have 2 more to go. I'm tired and really wishing that I could go home, but working so many today means only 4 hours tomorrow. Yay!

Television

So I have moved to an apartment without a tv, and I have realized what a blessing it is to be able to have one. Not only can it be a very relaxing things, where you don't have to think, but it can also be entertaining and informative. Also as I work on really dull and monotonous work projects I could be watching movies, or the news. I really need to bring my tv over. That is that.

Summer time

So I always enjoy the summer time. No school, good weather-these are all good things. But when all I do is work, life gets boring. So I add more things on my plate, and then I get stressed, at the time when I'm supposed to be relaxing. No good. And then there is always the fact of change. Which we all know I hate. I finally got a roommate, she is really cool, but very very different then anyone I have ever lived with before. She got back from her mission two weeks ago, and is still in missionary mode, but I kind of like it. It helps me to remember what I am supposed to be doing. And I spend most of my time next door anyway, so I'm not there a lot, especially when her finace comes over. But they are both cool people, so that should be ok. But sometimes I really just feel alone. Most of my closest friends are not here, and the friends who are here have no idea what is going on in my life. So that makes it kind of hard. But sometimes I think that people like to have someone who knows them really well around to just be there for them. And I always have my friends from home, and they are amazing, but they are also very busy. So that again can be scary. And my only one issue is that I don't have a TV, and I like to just sit and relax when I've had a long day, or I want to watch the news, or I like to watch American Idol. And I can't watch them over here(being next door) so hopefully my roommates don't care if I bring my TV, because sometimes I just really need it.